The Cookout

[Czharcus]

I had smoked some weed when I had my oneness experience.

It was in 2017, I had fallen back into depression after receiving my multiple sclerosis diagnosis the year before. For about 12 hours, I was in communication with the universe "who" I recognized as myself (That's kind of a misnomer because we are always in communication with the divine, we just don't realize it because all the noise of our "separate selves").

While I was conscious of this communication, the universe guided me to the spiritual path. I was blown away by how loving it was. It was a tear-jerking experience to accept that I was loved by God (the universe/reality) as it seemed the opposite considering I was locked into depression for 20 years and then Multiple Sclerosis came out of nowhere just as I felt I was rising out of it.

God loving me seem like contradictory information but the path showed me it wasn't a contradiction at all. During my depression, I longed for freedom not understanding my depression was an integral part of getting that freedom. My "prayer" was answered long before I even asked. I thought I'd never get out of depression, then I understood it and it was gone AND there is more freedom to be had.

Have you had a mystical/oneness experience?

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[Sovereign]

How can you be sure it was a spiritual experience if you were under the influence of a substance that can alter your mind state? Could it have been that the weed released you from the depression that caged you in mentally?

 

[Czharcus]

How can you be sure it was a spiritual experience if you were under the influence of a substance that can alter your mind state? Could it have been that the weed released you from the depression that caged you in mentally?

I asked the same questions of myself. As I progressed along my spiritual path, it became more and more clear to me that it was a spiritual experience. You know the truth when you encounter it, but our brains are like elastic, keeps us stable. I had been training myself to believe in separation since birth so when I had an experience different from that experience, my brain immediately got to work rationalizing away what I knew was true.

The natural substance that I was on lowered my "defenses". By defenses I mean the habit of seeing myself as a being that is separate from reality. To see ourselves as an autonomous being, "separate" from the world/reality we inhabit is the actual altered state. It is unreality. Contrary to what my brain was trying to convince me of, the weed facilitated a glimpse into actual reality. It did not break my depression (although previous use had helped me realize the insanity of some of my beliefs). Also, though with a far shorter duration, I have experienced the same thing in a different way without a substance.

The best part is, no one has to believe me. This type of experience is well documented, with and without plant medicines, but no one has to believe them either. Oneness is proven through direct experience. Truth is not outside of you so investigate for yourself.

 

[Kanu]

Sounds like you smoked some laced weed.

 

[Boss Hog]

Sounds like you smoked some laced weed.

 

[Czharcus]

Sounds like you smoked some laced weed.

Of course it does. How could it not? It defies our unspoken individual and collective agreement. We tend to live life under the assumption that what we grew up being taught is true, that the only things that are real are that which we can see. Simultaneously, our consciousness goes completely unexplained. Science cannot find it. It's 100% invisible, yet we don't question our existence, our consciousness.

That which is totally unexplained, totally invisible is realist thing we know.

 

[GwynShivers]

I had smoked some weed when I had my oneness experience.

It was in 2017, I had fallen back into depression after receiving my multiple sclerosis diagnosis the year before. For about 12 hours, I was in communication with the universe "who" I recognized as myself (That's kind of a misnomer because we are always in communication with the divine, we just don't realize it because all the noise of our "separate selves").

While I was conscious of this communication, the universe guided me to the spiritual path. I was blown away by how loving it was. It was a tear-jerking experience to accept that I was loved by God (the universe/reality) as it seemed the opposite considering I was locked into depression for 20 years and then Multiple Sclerosis came out of nowhere just as I felt I was rising out of it.

God loving me seem like contradictory information but the path showed me it wasn't a contradiction at all. During my depression, I longed for freedom not understanding my depression was an integral part of getting that freedom. My "prayer" was answered long before I even asked. I thought I'd never get out of depression, then I understood it and it was gone AND there is more freedom to be had.

Have you had a mystical/oneness experience?

What is Spiritual Oneness? (5 Sacred Paths)

What is Oneness? Why is it so hard to experience? And what practices can help us to DIRECTLY feel this sacred state of being? Learn more ...

lonerwolf.com

We're ALL spiritual entities. Made in the image of The Most High.
I've been depressed to the point of driving the bus off the upper deck of the freeway, plunging & blowing up below.
I immediately realized that was the evil force wanting me to end myself, instead of doing what The Most High required.
I've also died countless times & that's how I know The Most High requires me to complete ALL my missions.
I was ordered to move to GA, because most of my missions are here & I've got missions to complete along with my King.
Every time I speak with The Most High, I'm NOT here on this Earth, that's fact.
Your subconscious takes you to levels you can't reach consciously. I know exactly what you speak of.
I haven't been depressed since 2011. I'm still asking for help with anger, because I'm easily triggered when my people are insanely abused, mistreated & murdered. I've seen this worsen since age 5. The Most High knows my heart & paired me with my King, he is my discipline. Much better in a 30 year period, but still have a ways to go.
We aren't perfect, but strive to be as our Creator made us. We are also Warriors. That's why some will make it & some won't.
Keep growing & elevating dear brotha 🎶WE'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT🎶 ✊🏽🙏🏽🖤🤴🏾👸🏽🖤🙏🏽✊🏽

 

[Czharcus]

We're ALL spiritual entities. Made in the image of The Most High.
I've been depressed to the point of driving the bus off the upper deck of the freeway, plunging & blowing up below.
I immediately realized that was the evil force wanting me to end myself, instead of doing what The Most High required.
I've also died countless times & that's how I know The Most High requires me to complete ALL my missions.
I was ordered to move to GA, because most of my missions are here & I've got missions to complete along with my King.
Every time I speak with The Most High, I'm NOT here on this Earth, that's fact.
Your subconscious takes you to levels you can't reach consciously. I know exactly what you speak of.
I haven't been depressed since 2011. I'm still asking for help with anger, because I'm easily triggered when my people are insanely abused, mistreated & murdered. I've seen this worsen since age 5. The Most High knows my heart & paired me with my King, he is my discipline. Much better in a 30 year period, but still have a ways to go.
We aren't perfect, but strive to be as our Creator made us. We are also Warriors. That's why some will make it & some won't.
Keep growing & elevating dear brotha 🎶WE'RE GONNA BE ALRIGHT🎶 ✊🏽🙏🏽🖤🤴🏾👸🏽🖤🙏🏽✊🏽

Wow! That's breathtaking.

I think you can find peace from your anger in knowing that we are all spiritual entities that cannot actually be "insanely abused, mistreated and murdered." I find that I can still work (in peace) to reduce suffering with the knowledge that it's actually an illusion to the spiritual beings that we truly are. We cannot be harmed.

Thanks for your words.

 

[GwynShivers]

Wow! That's breathtaking.

I think you can find peace from your anger in knowing that we are all spiritual entities that cannot actually be "insanely abused, mistreated and murdered." I find that I can still work (in peace) to reduce suffering with the knowledge that it's actually an illusion to the spiritual beings that we truly are. We cannot be harmed.

Thanks for your words.

Thanks for yours! ✊🏽
I'm at peace when I'm NOT here.
It's hearing & visualizing ALL the brutal things since age 5 & they're HARD to shake!
Gonna keep asking for guidance from The Most High & assistance from my King. 🙏🏽❤🙏🏽

 

[ART]

Wow! That's breathtaking.

I think you can find peace from your anger in knowing that we are all spiritual entities that cannot actually be "insanely abused, mistreated and murdered." I find that I can still work (in peace) to reduce suffering with the knowledge that it's actually an illusion to the spiritual beings that we truly are. We cannot be harmed.

Thanks for your words.

Well pain is indeed very real in both the physical and spiritual realm. Physical attacks and physical damage exist. Mental, psychological torment and spiritual attacks are also real. How do you explain people who abuse their own spirits with drugs, vice, and other bad habits? Or the spirits of people who have been so damaged due to the trauma, abuse, attacks and/or hardships that they experienced or witnessed in this life (especially to the point where they can't take it anymore and off themselves)? Even some animals commit suicide. What does that all indicate to you?

 

[GwynShivers]

Well pain is indeed very real in both the physical and spiritual realm. Physical attacks and physical damage exist. Mental, psychological torment and spiritual attacks are also real. How do you explain people who abuse their own spirits with drugs, vice, and other bad habits? Or the spirits of people who have been so damaged due to the trauma, abuse, attacks and/or hardships that they experienced or witnessed in this life (especially to the point where they can't take it anymore and off themselves)? Even some animals commit suicide. What does that all indicate to you?

That I WON'T ALLOW EVIL FORCES TO PREVAIL, PERIOD!
That's why I ask The Most High to keep me on the right path.
I don't do drugs of any kind, for at least 30 years. My head has to be clear for me to forsee future events.
People that used to see me as a jinx, realize what it truly is now.

 

[Czharcus]

Well pain is indeed very real in both the physical and spiritual realm. Physical attacks and physical damage exist. Mental, psychological torment and spiritual attacks are also real. How do you explain people who abuse their own spirits with drugs, vice, and other bad habits? Or the spirits of people who have been so damaged due to the trauma, abuse, attacks and/or hardships that they experienced or witnessed in this life (especially to the point where they can't take it anymore and off themselves)? Even some animals commit suicide. What does that all indicate to you?

Physical pain in the physical realm is as real as the physical realm, but spirit is impervious to attack/pain because it does not reside in the physical realm. It cannot be damaged because it is Divinity.

People abuse their and other's bodies because they believe they are a body but nothing you do to any body can affect what we truly are, the spirit.

Literally, the only reason we suffer is because we believe we are these bodies. Distinguish suffering from pain: if someone cut my arm off, I might feel pain in the moment, but suffering can be in the moment also but definitely comes afterwards if I dwell on the event or the fact that I only have one arm now (I'm a freak, that was such a horrible thing they did to me, part of me is missing, etc.). That suffering (psychological torment) is the direct result of my belief that I am the body.

The spirit is formless: you can't shoot it, rob it, sexually/physically abuse it, suicide it, kill it or damage it in any way. It is completely unmodified and unaffected by anything that happens in this physical realm.