Old news to the #FBA #B1 family.. But yea I've experienced a form of this before... A few times.

I know some people who are obsessed with it. Like they can't wait to start putting out lights, buying gifts, and all that. I also know some people who dread it every year and are the last to do anything for the holiday. I even know a couple of people who legit go into hiding cause they don't wanna deal with family drama. What type are you? Do you enjoy the holiday season? Are you luke warm about it? Or do you hate it?

I don't know what free stuff I will be getting but whoever is a PS4 player and would like to link up please add "Dr Big Budz"

Nationalism ?

About 2 years ago my Doctor suggested I start Ranting online about whats going on around me. Said it would help lower my BP and it has. Now, I am NOT a pro pod maker and frankly all of this recording is still kinda new and I started my Anchor FM channel recordingThe New Black Media hard hitters like Jason Black, Professor Black Truth, Minister Jap, Bunker TV, NFAC and others. I dont have any fancy intros of bells and whistles type shit. I like to record the New Black Media hard hitters and that is what I was doing with the Anchor channel at first and am still doing that, just in the last 24 months I have started what I call "Rant in the Black" where I just talk into this bootlegged mic.

Colorism in this family ruined my outlook life so I talk about the cooning within this family, the incest that has happened within this family...I mean the gag order is lifted and I am no longer going to hold everything in.
I have lost 2 good childhood friends to suicide...I don't want to be the 3rd. At times I feel that Happiness is a private club that refuses to let me join.

Rant in the Black

2nd Anchor Channel

I heard a while back, that Spotify doesn't pay artists a whole lot. I don't know if that's true or not. But how much do artists tend to make through Spotify? How much does Spotify get from artists?

I imagine big stars probably get paid in other ways, but the smaller, indie stars, are they making good money when their music is played a ton? I feel like the more plays you get, the more money you should be paid right? Does Spotify play based on total play count? How are they even paying artists, when anyone could listen to a catalog of music for free anytime essentially?

I've dated a few women who I think weren't really that invested in our relationship. One girl I dated, I swear she dated me to just get back at an ex, and once he came back to her, she broke it off with me. I also dated this another girl who I was really into. We dated for a few months, and then she just broke up with me. Saw her a week later with this dude at a bar and that was it. I get a text from her the same night, apologizing for it, and saying that she really likes me, but she's just seeing what's out there for now. But, we start to text again, and it got sexual pretty fast.

I assumed she was just on a date, but a week later, I go to the same bar again and she's there with the same dude, making out and everything. I realized, she was just keeping me around in case her current relationship didn't work out. The same night, she texts me, asking what I'm up to. I didn't respond. She got a bit annoyed by that, and called me a bitch and that was it.

Has this ever happened to you? Where you're really into someone, and you think they are too, but it turns out to not be the case and they're just stringing you along as a backup boyfriend if her current one doesn't work out.

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Things are gonna get really murky soon.

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I did that once. I just walked in and didn’t feel like waiting, and dude was like I got you right here playa! He pushed my line back so far, you could see what I was thinking. That’s when I learned a valuable life lesson that can be applied to many situations…. “I would rather have no haircut, than a bad haircut.”

The bad thing is my barber ain’t ever there. I hate him, but I need him though.

If this keeps up, how soon do you think it will take before it's un fixable?

I see Nicki Minaj’ appeal as a pop star but as a rapper she consistently has the weakest elementary bars in rap.

B-b-b-b-b bad bitch central
Check my credentials
Motherfucking right it's Nicki on the intro
And I'm even bitchier when I'm on my menstral
You ain't even got a credit card for incidental
Basic insurance and it don't include dental,
Dental, dental, yes bitch I'm mental
Plus I'm in the big boy and it's not a rental
Shit ain't sweet unless it's the Presidential
Y-Y-Y-Y-You a mut
Tell her quack quack, she a motherfucking duck, goose
She a saturday night live, spoof
One thing the coupe never got, roof!
Yeah I took the spot she gone, poof!
Me and KC, deuce!
Stay fly, you can call me "have a safe flight"
And my wrist froze, stage fright

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She says these weak ass duck duck goose rhymes with so much conviction too.

Bad b- want a bad boy (come on)
Word to Biggie, Diddy and Mase (woo)
Whoa, like Rob, won't find a prettier face (let's go)
He gon' keep my VVS's dancin' like Total
So I could just shine while he shoot up the place
Raspberry, cherries, and berries, I'm edible
Do these b- like a library? Done read 'em all
My body smokin', come get a pull
Lucky charms on my anklets, no, not cereal
Jesy, we got all the jelly b- acting real messy
Still a bad b- whether I'm sporty or I'm dressy
I don't know why I got these dudes acting zesty
But I only want a bad boy as my bestie

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It’s disrespectful to call her one of the hottest female MC’s in the game. She spits straight up pop bars and if she wasnt eye candy no one would be giving these bars praise.

I'll go first. I named myself after Jester Hairston's character on the hit television show "Amen".
Login to view embedded media Out of respect to Mr. Hairston, I changed the spelling of "Rolly" to "Rollie".

Sure, the dominant society wants black women to get abortions, which is why it is readily available in black communities, but do a bunch of Planned Parenthoods in the neighborhood mean black women are required to get them?

This could be a wrong perception, but this seems like a hot button issue. IMO if a woman wants an abortion, let her get an abortion. She might regret it and she might not.

I know I might be getting a little out of my lane on this one as it is a hetero issue and I am a Homo but I'm curious as to people's thoughts.

The fact that Black people were once the only race on the planet, it's not unthinkable to think they didn't inhabit every or at least explored most of the land on this rock. I've always known that the "native Americans" didn't just pop up out of nowhere (like how the Asians believe they got here) the base for all humanity, to its core comes from a Black man and women.

I think it's good to have high standards, but you have to be honest with yourself. If you feel like you wouldn't date yourself, then maybe you should reevaluate what kind of expectations you have for others. Your standards are too high when you're asking for something you are not able to give to someone else, or to yourself. What are your thoughts?